We caught up over coffee. You kissed me on the cheek and told me I smelled good. I was happy. I asked, "I'm still the only one that smells like home right?"

You looked at me apologetically.

"No, you're not..."

I sat back in horror. "I'm not?!" Anger, betrayal and absolute shock coursed through my veins. After just what, a week? She smells like home ( Read more... )

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I want to fuck you
Slowly and lovingly with
A hot iron rod

Something happened 2 nights ago which left me wandering the streets at 5am all alone, worried sick. That soon turned to fury, nothing like I've ever felt before. I was screaming in the streets like a madwoman at 6am, crying, and pacing up and down. I was exhausted, very shaken, and extremely furious.

If you're my friend you'd realise I don't like ( Read more... )

Last night also reminded me of how blessed I am to have amazing and caring friends. I love you guys so much :') Concerned calls and long texts with words of comfort and love, and offers of help. I was so touched I cried again LOL.

Also, public announcement: I love my girlfriend. Can't wait for breakfast :)

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I can't get to sleep, although I am tired. There are so many things weighing on my mind.

School, the future... Also, something happened last night that left me pretty shaken and traumatised, even till now. I'm not sure why it's affecting me this much, really. But since then I've just become moody and uneasy. Can't quite place my finger on it.

Oh well ( Read more... )

It's 7am and I just finished my Convex slides, my IMC research proposal and 90% of my PR brand critique.

Going to catch 2 hours of sleep then go to school for a 10-hour school day until 10pm, then pull another all-nighter tomorrow to finish:

- 10% of PR
- 1500 words of MASINA proposal
- interior design slides

And then I have school at 8am on Friday, ( Read more... )

I don't know if it's just me and my ~new perspective~ on life, but I'm beginning to see the holes and flaws in everything and everyone.

Suddenly, I'm seeing undesirable traits and ugly behaviour from the people I once loved unconditionally and thought perfect. Suddenly, friendships I once held dear to my heart are simply not worth holding on to or ( Read more... )

After 7 years of being in serious relationships and being under the impression that I am a hopeless romantic and that I would die for true love, I have come to the conclusion that this life is just not for me. I don't love love anymore, I don't believe in it anymore. Why am I still playing along?

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I had such a bad day today. Let me list all the things that went wrong.

1. I spent last night and this morning looking for my favourite Tiffany teardrop necklace. Couldn't find it. Still can't find it ( Read more... )